"I think I spent the dog-food money /
But he'll love me just the same /
And if you really love me baby /
Help me scrape the mucus off my brain"
-Help Me Scrape the Mucus off My Brain by Ween, Track 8 on 12 Golden Country Greats
School today was soooo boring!!! and now i am uber-tired :/// the people at my school are so stupid! I listened to a lot of McCafferty though, I get so mad all the time!!!!
I AM SO TIRED.
who knew a boy could get so tried. My brain STOPPED working, i couldn't do math, read, draw ANYTHING!!!!!! I am excited for succession episode 4 this weekend! I've run out of injection needles and I'm worried I won't get them in time for my next shot! ah anyways. Also i think my facial hair is starting to come in, just a bit. but it could be in my head who knows. I can't wait to have facial hair!!!!!!! anyways today i did many things and i was tired through out all of it! i hope everyone gets good sleep tonight. final notes on the day? i love my friends. GOOD NIGHT!
UHGUHUGUGUUHUH!!!!!!! life is so boring and lame!!!!! i really wish i could go live in the woods. i hate living in a city. there is nothing for me to do here. i know you might be thinking "but murphie, it's a city there must be tones to do!" but no. nothing, no arcades, no roller or ice rinks, no parks, NOTHING!!!!!!! i get so angry all the time!! one day though, one day i will move away from this place and i will be happy i just know it.
- edited: i am feeling normal now :) can't wait for my friend to come over very excited!!!!
happy weed day everyone!!! i am once again tired and writing this because i don't want to do my homework! anyways i'm thinking of making more music. maybe something more guitar based so i can post it can not feel weird about my singing. also my poor ability to write lyrics. anyways gooooood night!!
I can log onto neocities on my school computer again!!!! anyways new entry coming to you from the AP statistics class room. I have a lot of school work I have to get done today but just like yestorday i don't want to do it! but at least one of the things i thought i would have to do today isn't happenening!!! But i still have a test today. anyways have a good day!
It's been a minute!!! but i am here don't worry. it's been warm lately but i think i'm kinda getting ready for summer! my voice has been cracking SO MUCH lately. i haven't actually been doing anything recently so i don't have anything to write about. well anyways. music is good and you should listen to some. go now listen to music!
I'm having a realy girlboy moment right now. gender is so crazy. anyways i did some writing over the past two days and it turns out i wrote like 7 pages of stuff and didn't realize. but as i was saying gender is so crazy. i'm really happy i get to be weird about it and stuff. it is really hard to explain how it feels when i get like this but yeah. like i'm a guy i will always be a guy it's just sometimes guys are also girls or whatever. i really hope this stays up until i'm like off and have a life and i look back and be like oh yeah in highschool i had this blog. i've always been really obsessed with the idea of looked back at stuff i wrote a long time ago. i used to write this notes at hid them in my room so i would forget they were there and i would find them when i was cleaning and it was like talking to my old self. i've always been obsessed with the passage of time in general. time passing is so weird. sorry it has to happen. stay safe guys.
SORRY I HAVEN"T UPDATED THIS PLACE IN SO LONG. anyways i was busy with finales. NOW i only have one left. my birthday happened the other day so now i'm 16!!!! i really wish there were upercase numbers :/ well besides that not much. i'm tired from studying and all that. summer is going to be awesome. i hope to see my friends a lot and go to the beach and have fun. next year should be fun!!!1 i hope i don't fail my classes. well we'll see. i can't wait to have more time to practice guitar. i can't imagine what the younger verson of myself would think of me know. i'm back to weekly therapy so thats good. i think it's starting to work. i've been reading more of the elegant universe so thats epic. i notice other people are a lot more liberal with touche than i am. not thats a bad thing. all the more for me ig. it's just interesting how people are different. i can't believe this time tomorrow i'll be done with sofmore year!!! how crazy is that. well until next time!
Well now summer is over. I will be going back in less than a week. i'm trying to just not think about it. I can't believe i am going to be in 11th grade. i'm almost done. anyways i am getting closer to forming a band with some of my friends. i really hope it goes well. i am just unsure of how to have everyone learn songs and for me to compose. of course i would like my band mates to help me compose but understanding the instruments myself is still very important. we have yet to find someone to play the drumps. i think once school starts i will put up posters. see if anyone is interested. i am excited for the next year of school but i also hate change. i hope i have classes with people i know and can get adjusted quickly. well see you guys in 3 months again i guess.
Happy New Year! i gave up on this site a bit ago but thought it might be worth it to long back on the see what i had going on. maybe if i have time over the summer i will learn again. not a lot has changed. i'm addicted to weed, happiest i've been in all my life, have the best friends ive ever had, things are going real well if i do say so myself.